Issues

Why is it that men can never figure out that they should not do certain things.  oh well, whatever, who cares, right.  I have not been having a good few weeks, I have been really depressed, and spending time with my husband while not making it go away does make it feel better some, however he does not seem to care, he is freaked cause I am depressed, but seems to think that he can make it better by leaving, this is not the way to make me better.  when your job calls you on your day off you do not have to say yes everytime.  ever once in a while it would be nice to spend more than 5-6 days a month with my husband, but no...

I know that the next few weeks are going to be hectic, i get that, which is why spending a few days with us would have been a nice thing.  he does not seem to care, so fuck him, right now, just fuck him.  when i need him the most he leaves, thanks a lot hun, nice to know you care.

i am so tired of people telling me what i should feel and that what i do feel is selfish or wrong, they can all just kiss my ass.  for a while i just need to get away from it all, which is just not going to happen because we have one member of the family that is totally selfish and thinks only of themselve, then we have everyone else who just does not care.  it is frustrating.  there are days that i just hate my life, and sadly the last few weeks i have been stuck there.

thanks world, fuck you to...