Babies

So yesterday i found out that my next child, who is to be born in July will be a boy. with this news i am both happy and disappointed. i had hoped for a girl, most of the time at least, what female doesn't want to have a little girl to dress up and buy cute things for. i know it sounds more like i want a doll, but hey, it would be fun, and there are just so many really cute lil girl things out there. the downside to having a girl would have been when they hit the age of 12 till about 18, girls are a pain in the ass when they are teenagers, i remember when i was one. and if i had been my mom i would have killed me and buried me in the desert. i also see how my sis is, and she is practicticly a saint when it comes to her friends. so yay, no girl, but a boy. now i already have a boy, and he was great as a baby, in fact he was just about perfect until he turned three, then some switch hit and he became this adorable little brat child. i am not the most patient person in the world, and in all honesty i dont really like kids that much. but i love my son, and though we don't always see eye to eye we do well together. and i know that he will get better as he gets older. we were so lucky with him as a baby, that i am a bit scared about the one i'm carrying, no one can be that lucky to times in a row, but i really really hope i am. anyways, just a bit of venting. and an announcement of the name, since we know it is a boy, then we know it will be Raymond John, our little Ray.