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Why do you feel guilty for not inviting me, you shouldn't, we are not friends, we have not been friends for 15 years.  Sometimes I regret that, but mostly not, life is too short for regrets, and besides, it is not my doing, the no friends thing, I went through something that most adults do not deal with well, why is it that you think a child should have been able to, I did the best I could, and for part of the time I needed to be away from it all, so I found an escape, I am sorry you dis not approve of the escape I chose, and I do not blame you, I was not the best of friends back then, But I would appreciate it if you would stop judging the person I am now by the child I was then, if you do not want to get to know me again then don't.  But do not think that you do.  I know who my friends are, I know those that stood by me, those that helped me even when I did not want the help, and while I am sorry that you are not one of those, that is not by my choosing but yours, so please figure out how to deal with that yourself, and raining your guilt all over me, I do not need it and I do not want it...