Day 13

What are you excited about?

I’m not excited about anything at the moment, when I am looking into a trip, that gets me excited, and when I am in a trip I am usually resonably excited, but that is usually tempered with worry too. I think I try not to be to excited about things, that tends to lead to disappointment, sometimes it’s better to enjoy what you have and what your doing than let the excitement overwhelm you.  The last thing I remember being really excited about was when Darren Criss was playing Hedwig in LA, it was close enough and I had saved up the money to go, but then something for the boys came up, and I didn’t make, that broke me, it seems stupid, but I had wanted that so badly, and once it passed, I was gone for months, my depression was really bad at the point, and it just totaled me out for a long, long while. When we went to Disneyland I was sorta excited,  it not nearly to the degree you would expect, or at least to the degree I would have expected, it was then that I realized something in me was still broken, but it’s ok, I’ll either learn to live without it or figure out how to fix it...

What is your favorite quote, or a quote that means a lot to you?

“Perfectly Imperfect”
I really like this because for me it is a reminder that no one is perfect, but it also lets people know that it’s ok, you are exactly what you are meant to be.