Day 18

Post 30 Facts about yourself.

1. My birthday is April 19.
2. My anniversary is January 8.
3. I met my husband when we were 14, in the library of out high school, I was there talking with the boy I had a crush on, and after he introduced us, I got a new crush.
4. My first job was as a courtesy clerk at Frys.
5. I have a Bachelors from UA, I majored in History and minored in anthropology.
6. I am a geek, I love Star Trek and Anime, comic books and video games...
7. I wish I lived on a farm or a ranch, I love animals and horses and would love to have some land between me and my nearest neighbors...
8. I have major stage fright, I love singing and acting, dancing etc. but I freeze in front of people.
9. I have anxiety and am manic depressive.
10. I have two boys who I adore.
11. I love music, it allows me to express things that i otherwise would be unable to.
12. My greatest joy in life besides my family is traveling, experiencing a new place, seeing something  that is new to my eyes, I’ll never manage to visit even a third of the places I want to experience, and would have to live hundreds of lifetimes to complete it all...
13. 13 is my favorite number,
14. Purple is my favorite color.
15. I enjoy cooking when it’s not expected of me, but my anxiety kills me when it becomes an expectation which causes me to panic over something as simple as having dinner ready...
16. I would love to have my own space, that I could do with as I see fit...
17. Sometimes, most of the time if I’m honest, I feel trapped, in life I guess, or by expectations, I’m not really sure why, but that doesn’t change the way I feel.
18. I have been blessed to have had two fathers, the first who taught me that I can have everything I want and dream of so long as I was willing to work for it, he taught me to be me, regardless of what others thought, and that I can be anything I want to be. The second taught me kindness and humility, that giving back was one of the most important things we can do for not just our family but also for the world around us, That love really is some the most important thing in the world. I don’t know anyone as lucky as me.
19. My mom is the best mom in the world, she is my best friend and I don’t know anyone as awesome as she is, nor anyone as kind and giving.
20. My greatest dream in life is to be able to live comfortably, pay my bills and do so without having to worry about money, not have to decide which bill to pay and when, to just be able to pay them when they come in and know that it will be ok.
21. I collect Funko Pop Figures, I don’t know why, but I think they are adorable.
22. I want to be able to support me kids in whatever they choose to do with their life. I don’t want them hold back or make plans based on me or anyone else’s opinion (with the exception of their SO or kids) My husband and I made to many choices based on others wants, and I resent both the choices and the people who convinced us it was the better way, when really it was just what was better for them.
23. My husband is my best friend.
24. I am hoping that in the near future I can make some money off of my pictures and/or stories to help with the bills.
25. I am going to be homeschooling my youngest next year and I am both scared and excited over it, when I homeschooled my oldest sometimes it went amazingly and other times it all seemed to fall apart, in the end it was successful, but it was not what it could have and should have been.
26. I am an introvert. I have a hard time dealing with large groups of people, especially if I don’t know or am uncomfortable around them.
27. I have found that I can do anything so long as I set my mind to it, maybe not over night, but with enough time and planning I truly believe that anyone can accomplish anything they set their minds to.
28. I love reading, I read an average of 1 book a day.
29. I have brown eyes and dark blonde hair when it’s not dyed the many colors of the rainbow.
30. I have a number of tattoos, somewhere between 9 and 13 depending on how you count them, and would like to have more.

This was harder than I thought it would be...

What was the first concert you attended?

The first concert I attended was actually Foriegner and Starship on the local military base. It was great, we danced we sang and we rode rides, because it was at a fair or at the air show, i don’t remember to well which, I was maybe 4 or 5...