Babies

So yesterday i found out that my next child, who is to be born in July will be a boy. with this news i am both happy and disappointed. i had hoped for a girl, most of the time at least, what female doesn't want to have a little girl to dress up and buy cute things for. i know it sounds more like i want a doll, but hey, it would be fun, and there are just so many really cute lil girl things out there. the downside to having a girl would have been when they hit the age of 12 till about 18, girls are a pain in the ass when they are teenagers, i remember when i was one. and if i had been my mom i would have killed me and buried me in the desert. i also see how my sis is, and she is practicticly a saint when it comes to her friends. so yay, no girl, but a boy. now i already have a boy, and he was great as a baby, in fact he was just about perfect until he turned three, then some switch hit and he became this adorable little brat child. i am not the most patient person in the world, and in all honesty i dont really like kids that much. but i love my son, and though we don't always see eye to eye we do well together. and i know that he will get better as he gets older. we were so lucky with him as a baby, that i am a bit scared about the one i'm carrying, no one can be that lucky to times in a row, but i really really hope i am. anyways, just a bit of venting. and an announcement of the name, since we know it is a boy, then we know it will be Raymond John, our little Ray.

Camping

ok, so myself, my husband, and my son all decided to go camping for a few days over spring break. but since i am pregnant we decided to do the fun, but easy camping meaning that we rented a cabin at the lake rather than having to deal with the whole tent thing. it was so peaceful, and enjoyable i wish that we had never left. my problem now is that i am over-tired, and trying not to get sick. at this point o am failing my poor head hurts like hell, and the computer screen is just making it worse. so its about time for the computer to go away. sad but true.

on a different note, if anybody has some ideas on how to convince a seven year old to clean his room please let me know, i am at my wits end and have this urge to throw everything out. my son doesn't think i will, up until a week ago, i didn;t think i would either, now i am not so sure.

also if anybody wants to write a 20-25 page research paper for me i would be most appreciative, i have to have one done by wendsday, and just don't have the time, or the energy to do it atm. its so sad, i usually enjoy writing papers, no matter how much i may complain about them during the process, but right now i am just so exhausted i don;t know when i'll be able to get it done. and i doubt it will be to the level that my papers are usually at. and i was kidding about some else writing one for me btw, i would never ask for help cheating, i can figure out a way to do it all on my own. hehe.

love you all, hope your lives are hectic enough to keep you busy, but not so hectic that you want to pull out your hair.

still procrastinating

i'm really bad, not only do i have 5 papers due tomorrow, i also have a 5 page midterm. so what am i doing, anything but what i have to of course. i am just so tired of having to deal with all of my classes, i have so much work to do this semester, which is half way over, and i'm not even a quarter of the way through. there are like 10 papers to many, and i'm not even going to say a thing about the books that i have been reading, well sorta reading enough to get through the classes at least. so much to do and so little time.

we are going to go camping for a couple of days next week, hopefully i will have the chace to catch up after that during the rest of spring break. i'm really looking forward to the camping though, there are going to be hot springs at the lake we are going to, so you know exactly where i'll be. my son and hubby are really looking forward to the fishing, we were hoping we would be able to use my aunts boat, but we have no way of getting it to the lake, stupid broken trailor. oh wells, we get to stay in a nice cabin that is both heated and cooled, and we get our own personal bbq grill. i guess it could be worse, i just wish it cam supplied with food, then it would be as perfect as it could get. such is life i guess.

so this week is the brand new season of ghost hunters, i don't know why but i am resonably obsessed with that show, have been ever since they came down to tombstone. ghi is ok, but the original is by far the best, i hope this season is as good as some of the last ones were.

i have been waiting for a new external drive, i was hoping to be able to get one with my tax refund, but with the baby coming, i had to use the money in other places, it sucked. now i havn't been able to dl any new anime for a few weeks, i'm not behind on my shows because i have been streaming them, but when its time to dl again its gonna take forever to catch up. i guess i should just give in and backup to some dvds but its a pain to do, and they don't play as well as they do from my external. damn it all, i find it very annoying to have over a terrabyte of memory full, it should fill up so easily, it just shouldn't.

alright, i guess i will go back to working on my papers, venting here has helped me get more into my writing mood. i will have to remember that for future reference, getting me in the mindset to write is not an easy thing, but when i am there, then i can write anything. not many people i know can pull a's of of there first drafts. i guess i'm just sorta lucky that way.

Anita Blake

Okies, i just finished reading all of the Anita Blake series, 16 books worth, the 17th comes out in a few months, and i can't wait. the beginning of the series is really great. it has a wonderful story line, and it flows really well, the characters are great. they are really well rounded and they have a good depth to them. then as the story goes on, it changes, the stories are still good, but its like the author is writing the story around the sex in the book. its a little disappointing, but i guess whatever sells her books right. out of the 16 there were only two that the sex ruined the books for me, those two didn't have a strong enough story line for me, not with all of the sex as well. but the story itself is still worth reading, if you like vampires and werewolves etc. personally i prefer the wereleopards, but i have always had an affinity for cats. not fond of dogs, not at all. i don't think i could juggle her relationships, there are just to many of them. but i would love to try Jean-Claude, Nathaniel. those two have got to be my favorite characters. what would i do if i didn't have a vampire or two to dream about at night, i probably wouldn't sleep half as well as i do now, that's for sure. i look forward to my dreams. oh wells, atm i have to stop messing around a settle down to write some papers, wish me luck, i desperately need it if I'm going to finish them all. silly me i have been putting them off for quite awhile now. bad Holly, no cookie.

Why Not

ok, i have never blogged really, unless you count myspace, which i dont. but since i keep missing my peoples, especially my wifey i figured why not. so here we will see how good i am at updating stuff and sharing. dont expect much, i am unusually busy atm, but i also love to procrastinate. so we will see what wins i guess.