Writing

So I have decided, that I am going to start sitting down and writing 10-15 minutes a day, and we will see where it goes from there, I just feel as though I need an outlet, something or someplace to explore the things inside of me, but in a safe environment, I don't know if I will share them here on one of the blogs or if I will keep them to myself, probably a little bit of both truth be told, I may decide to share parts of a story or the ideas behind it, I just need a creative outlet. I still intend to keep doing the photography, but I find that I just don't have the time to go out and explore lately and because of this my mind is exploding, so hopefully this will help. Anyways, I think that's all I have for you tonight, as always thanks for listening!

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So it's been a while, again, I know I suck at updating, but I don't always find the ability to write. Today I am doing this to try and get in the mood because I have recently stared volunteering at the museum, and I have some things to write, but I just haven't felt it, if that makes sense, and seeing as I have to turn them in Friday, I really need to feel it soon you know...

So here I am, since I last wrote we have gone through all of the major holidays and are now coming up on summer, the boys have both done very well in school this year, and are both looking forward to some awesomeness this summer, I am not yet sure how I am going to pay for their awesomeness, but I will not let them down. 

My carefully planned finances are in ruins ATM, still working on how to fix them, but if anyone wants to give me a loan for 10-15 thousand I am good for it and will happily pay you back over the next few years, and yeah I am both joking and serious! 

Our dryer keeps dying, so I think it may be time to replace it, and I started remodeling the bathroom, got the tile work in the shower done, then I was intending to paint, then next year we would pull out the sink and replace that and the floors, but sadly as I said my finances are crashing around me so we will have to wait and see how that goes.

This year was my hubby's and mine 10th annivarsary, we were gonna head to Hawaii but that did not work out, so we ended up in San Diego instead which was cool, and I was going to get this awesome necklace but we couldn't and then when we could it was discontinued so now I am on the hip unit for a different awesome necklace, but who knows when we will be able to actually buy one. 

I was hoping to head to New York for my birthday, but that did not work out either, and know I realize that I am just complaining, so I am gonna go, my life is really not bad, it is pretty awesome, I just get upset when things don't work out I guess, either way, no matter, I will try and be better about posting. Laters all....